So starting mediation tomorrow. Worried it's going to be a waste of time. Still getting over the fact that this is finally happening.

Scared and excited to have a new life.

Terrified I will lose time with my daughter. Not sure if I should shoot for 50/50 wife offered 70/30 without anfight. I'm kind of broke but I can't put a price on time spent with my daughter.

I'm trying to stay positive but it's fucking hard sometimes.

I have a limited order of protection against me for a domestic violence charge that I have an ACD on. 2 years sober I do significant time parenting, Especially during the morning and daytime.

Conflicted I'm tired of this toxic woman having power over me. I almost want to say fuck it to everything and get out as quickly as possible.