I find myself slipping into redpill thinking but snap myself out of it whenever I end a relationship. Typically it's normal (maybe not healthy) for people to be like "man screw my ex, imma find a better person" but for me, I usually think "all women are deceitful liars who don't know what they want, I won't even bother with a relationship".

Yes, I know my attitude, however subconscious, can naturally affect the longevity of relationships. But, there are instances where the girl either cheats, grows emotionally distant, or straight up lies about big things. In those instant, I'm just left with bitter resentment that I can't help but carry over in my general way of thinking. It sucks.