I recently noticed that I have been fantasizing about being with a guy but I have never been attracted a guy at all. I thought I was becoming curious and I even downloaded gay chat apps plus went as far to send pictures of myself to the guys that messaged me on there. I would then delete the app. I have never thought about being with a guy until I discovered the red pill and this made me realize that I have been objectifying myself to men to be able to relate to women because TRP has made it almost impossible for me to relate and connect with women on a emotional level. Being unable to relate and connect with women on a emotional level has made me romanticize being gay or bi because it would be easier for me to get attention from guys and to connect with other guys. Has anyone else felt this way?