I'm in a weird spot. I used to be heavy redpill and a MGTOW1 borderline incel for a long time.

But honestly I was just jaded after exiting another relationship. The last of a string of 3 longterm relationships and I ran on resentment, frustration, and anger.

But after some soul searching and spiritual awakening I came to find MGTOW1 a terrible place to be.

Nevertheless, I do believe that it is important for a young man to be alone with himself for a long time to find himself and to focus on personal growth and his career. To learn to be okay by himself without feeling the need to throw himself in front of every woman who gives him attention in a desperate attempts to secure a one night stand or long term relationship. This is where I am. Perhaps this is a soft form of MGTOW philosophy? I don't know.

But there is also no reason to live life in the lie that all women are the same or that misogyny is justified.

Anyone feel like they are in this place? What are your thoughts?