I go back and forth between the redpill and exredpill and read some work on Rollo( I dont always believe to be true) aswell as mark Manson's views. I don't really want to employ dread game cause I know what fear based tactics feel like as a man and can only imagine what it feels like as a woman to have those tactics used on him. I also want to say most of the detox posts dont fully contradict what trp states but the alpha fucks beta bucks is in the process of being debunked by a current study but after my ex who was so repulsed by me just by asking to have sex in our realtionship as she cheated on me with her boss I needed answers. granted numerous friends and my family at the time told me she was toxic and gaslighting, threatened suicide every time I tried to leave and tried to isolate me from others. Which is abuse but the redpill told me all of these were shit tests I am just so confused on what to believe

  • Is she averse or repulsed by your ejaculate being on her skin, in her mouth or overly concerned with soiling a bed sheet?

this one quote is what got me redpill in the first place which is directly from the rationale male, In the end the whole reason I went redpill was to get my girlfriend back but I ended up hurting and pushing away other woman and family and friends. This Ex is what brought me to trp with her being redpill before me. Just wanted to clarify any advice is welcome.