We’ve been together for 8 months. It moved fast, I fell fast, and here we are. He is kind, attractive, funny, and motivated. He works for what he wants. I admire him for that. However, my emotions and feelings are never prioritized. This morning I expressed to him that I was feeling off mentally, and instead of talking with me about it he went out to clean his car (it’s been multiple hours and he’s still MIA).

I am tired of not having my emotions be heard. We’ve been fighting consistently for the last two weeks due to lack of intimacy on my end. I’m working on it. I was raped when I was young and still try to get past the trauma. He doesn’t want to hear that. He’s not my rapist, so I shouldn’t feel uncomfortable.

I have to be careful about what I post in my Instagram. He finds me “sexy”, so obviously I post sexy pictures on Instagram too often. But he can tell me that young single girls always love him.

I know. I need to leave. It’s just so hard.