I think I've reached a point where I really honestly don't care. I see cute girls and I don't really feel the big deal I used to. I notice them, sure but it's not like before when I would really want them somehow. I feel totally devoid of want for female company or contact. I still notice hot girls but there is a void in emotion. I almost feel like a sociopath in this regard. I literally could not care less about them. I go about my day without women. I don't sit home alone, sad and wishing for a " soulmate" or the right one. Its amazing how much better I feel not worrying about women and what they think and instead, I think about what I feel. It's nearly a zen state. I am really at a good place where I can honestly say I can live mgtow in reality and not in theory or just words. The feeling is real. Like most things when you start, you need to work on it and think a lot. Now, I just live and not worry about so many lies and all the baggage that media, tv, and schooling even has put in our heads with all the feminism and romantic lies. There issnt an urgent almost emergency panic to meet the right girl . There is no right girl. its very peaceful not having all the stress and worry.