I don't know why, I guess I just wanted to see if I had it in me. This girl was really cute, the type I'd probably been blue pill crazy for 10 years ago. Totally a NAWALT (ya, okay).

Got her naked and there it was, a giant fucking roastie. Proceeded anyway, girl asked to be turned around. Blown out asshole to match. Never would have guessed by looking at her. After we were finished she looks at me and says "I don't know what you're looking for, but I can't be in a relationship right now, I'm still hung up on somebody". I laughed out loud, she looked sad.

I fell off the wagon :(.