Went to a Christmas party for the company I work for. It's a huge joke, like all of them before. I started here pretty recently and thought, why not check it out. All the women are whores, and it's absolutely disgusting. The guys here are so fucking stupid and try to impress them to get a whiff of there vagina.

I saw one guy trying desperately to get back with his ex, a little older fat guy dancing with a 20 something year old get shut down after about 10 seconds, and women just shutting around. I was asked to dance by two women, turned them both down and finished my rum and coke. Unfortunately I drove here but drank, and there's lots of checkstops between the hotel and my house.

The sad part is every guy has had every girl where I work, and the cycle just keeps going. I stick to my work, keep my head down, and focus on my job. I'm looked at like I'm retarded, but it's better than trying to chase a used up, diseased pussy. I do have a very red pilled friend at work, so we chat often about things.

At the end of the day, I'm embarrassed to be a man in a room full of boys thinking they are going to get laid. Watching them is a cringeworthy event, especially when the women are all fake, tons of makeup, fat, and ugly. Even the "hot" ones, when you take a step back and rationalize, are massive sluts. Entitled, narcissistic, vain, disgusting creatures.

I really wish this stuff wouldn't bother me and could focus on my life and building my business and hobbies, but it seems the rage is getting worse. I'm early twenties, so I hope in a few more years it goes away.