Aye, I know that we're not supposed to care about society anymore and enjoy our own lives and stuff, but I still can't help but feel depressed by what's become of everything these days, ya know?

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I dunno, sometimes it's difficult to carry on knowing that I have to wake up to this pussy-worshiping shite every morning.

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Like, I remember thinking that Trump was gonna be the worst thing to worry about back when he was elected, but now he's just sorta an afterthought compared to all the outrage culture, false rape allegations, marketable media "wokeness", carousel riding, and so on and so forth.

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I mean, I'm not suicidal or anything now that I've gone my own way (albeit covertly cuz I still got college to attend and friends to chill with) , but I still feel empty and alone with my thoughts. I keep seeing my male friends orbit around and simp after thots and my female friends whom I once thought were NAWALT perpetuate AWALT behavior. I keep having everyone close to me act concerned whenever I express disinterest in marriage and relationships and shit. It's like I have to stow away my true self in some sort of closet for awhile before anyone can accept how I truly feel about stuff.

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Holy shit, MGTOW is almost like the modern-day version of being gay before the 90s, minus the unapologetic discrimination and violence. I mean, fuck, think about it for a sec. It's hard for me to elaborate right now, but you guys get it, eh?

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Aye, it feels kinda weird catching history repeat itself red-handed.

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Shit, sorry if it feels like my ramblings have no coherent structure or anything. I just feel like I needed to get this shit off my chest.