Hadn't liked a girl in many years. Until recently. I talked to her online. We had so much in common. Shared everything about our lives. Never thought you could fall in love talking to someone and never see them in person.

The other night I was thinking about how there might be a small chance she likes me. Couple of nights later realised it was 0%. She talks with me like it's a chore. Earlier today she posted about her crush.

Pretty pathetic eh? Adult man. Almost broken down to tears. Over nothing. What a joke... she wouldn't even notice if I never spoke with her again.

Thought I found that one special girl. That I actually had things in common with. But. Guess I ended up here.

Girls will never love beta men. The positive. At least I will have money and time.