You guys, i have been working SO HARD lately. I've been working insane hours and also being a really involved husband and dad. The only place I've got wiggle room right now is my sleep, so I've been working crazy hours and getting it all done… for like a while now. I decided last year around this time to jump in and start a business, and it has gone super well, but I've been paying the price for that vision. Hoping it can all turn a corner soon and really take off so the financial side of things can become my full-time income. I'd love to take some of my other clients (that I live on right now) off my plate so I can just work a more reasonable amount.

Just feeling so so burned out at the moment even though mentally I know I'm doing some really good things, emotionally I feel like I've made a huge mistake and I just wish that I as a person would sometimes pick the easier road. I feel like I always choose the thing that is "hard but worth it" kind of thing.

I am actually in a place with business that some people locally have seen the scope of my professional ability and kind of have a couple different open offers where people may have jobs ready for me if I let them know I am available for it. Just having a weird brain/heart spot where I don't know if I should jump ship on the things I am doing to go into someone else's business where I would likely fit in well, make as much money (or more), and could just work one 40 hour a week kind of job. There's a lot to be said for leaving work and coming home. Right now I work for myself and that work/home line gets really blurry.

You guys, I just don't know… needed to talk about it just to sort my brain out a bit over all the things. Thank you.