Me and another colleague were told we were change entirely between work departments in March this year. I work from home since the pandemic started in March 2020. So it was my chance to approach this colleague more. I talked to her about the change and everything, but one thing led to another and I started talking about my depression, suicide attempts and bunch of other personal things. She had noticed me being out of place, so he herself asked me more. We were in private chats so it’s not like anyone would have seen us.

Since then up to now I vented to her at times for feeling isolated and stuff about depression or who knows. She was giving me advices, but I felt that they’re not too adapted too my situation. She said yesterday I’m too negativist and I’m too much to handle and she never wants to hear from me again.And blocked me from anything we were connected on.I feel she was partially right. However it seems to me the whole nature of our relationship was meant to be disfunctional. I should never have confided in her about anything so fast. I also feel like I talk things before processing them before and I have lost a good friend.