Once upon a time, my husband made a terrible mistake. He hurt me. Before this happened I was throwing furniture and books at him in a drunken fit of rage. The RPW women told me to leave immediately. That he was trash. But it was a mistake. A drunken black out mistake. I held on to your words for nearly two years and I've done nothing but resent him along the way. I plotted my divorce and I hated him and we grew more and more bitter. But he never hurt me again. And now I'm here again after almost 2 years finally having forgiven him and wanting to change myself and my marriage and I'm asking you all can you please understand my forgiveness and help me and be a hub and a resource and a solice to me on hard days? I need this so bad. This is the father of my infant and toddler children and he really is a good man. I need to be a good woman but I need support.