I've been with my fiancée for 2 years. we are very close, and we truly get along wonderfully together. Though I have so so bad fear and anxiety of whenever he talks to another women. He doesn't have social media, and he is a very faithful man. Thank God. But whenever he talks to other women close to my age I freak. I start to almost have a panic attack. It literally could be anyone. A woman at the grocery store, a waitress, a close friend of ours. It is literally anyone and I think I'm crazy. I have told him, and he has tried to understand what I might be thinking. He is just so nice, and it make me skeptical. I am so happy that he's nice and he's genuine I just get afraid. Then I feel like I have to start showing up and looking better for him and it really has affected my own stability. Ergh I wish I could just let this go and trust fully and not be worried.