Hey guys, I haven't lurked here in a long while. 6 months or so.

TLDR: Relatively amazing success after internalising many redpill concepts, found great girl, am catching myself reverting to very blue behaviour.

So, some backstory. I was typical 6ft average looking scrawny mid 20s guy, played lots of video games, went jogging sometimes. Limited success with girls, but i had my fair share of lays (considering my "stats") every year or so.

Found TRP while in a LTR. BOOM. It was like switching on a light. My girl had gotten fat and lazy, i started workiout out and eating like a demon. My SMV increased while hers decreased. i left her for obvious reasons.

Fast forward another year, and im having sex with a couple of girls (7s). Give no fucks about them but thats mainly due to them not being amazing for me

Fast forward another year, im almost a doctor, im now pretty shredded (80kgs but its all muscle. I have visible abs and people comment on my arms a lot). Met a great girl (shes a junior doctor). 8/10 looks, feminine, from croatia originally.

She sees me as a sociable, funny, flirty, decent looking guy (my face is fairly average, but i got a body now). She's coming off a long term relationship. I'm basically her chad, to use the crass analogy. We fuck hard. Second time with no condom (my bad). Fuck several more times over the coming few weeks, and before i know it, im in a relationship.

This is where i've reverted big time. She's on the pill, and I was the one who basically asked to be exclusive. She wanted the same thing. I felt good about it, and still do, i dont want anyone else fucking her.

Most of you can probably spot the problems already. I've essentially flipped the sex roles... asking for commitment. We have great sex though, about 3 times every day. She cums at least once a day. I dominate her in bed.

So things are good, but i caught myself reverting - way too late though. I cant go back in time. I now am again catching myself with some really blue pill thoughts:

She takes lots of photos of us together, and is on facebook reasonably often. Our photos from time at the beach look great - i've got visible abs, shes got a nice body. We go on holiday together and fuck like rabbits. Sounds peachy?

Well, heres the blue thinking part: I asked her to facebook tag me in some of her photos that looked cool (takes lots of scenery photos etc). She posts some of the photos she takes on facebook (never tags me), and doesn't post any of me - even though she had some nice photos of me. We also have some photos together where we both look good, but she doesn't post those online. After being together for 4 months, she has one photo of me on facebook and its part of a collage with other friends. Other photos she posts are scenery, and a couple of photos i took of her with her phone. Not heaps of photos, but enough to make me wonder why she doesnt post some of me.

She also left her relationship status as hidden. No biggie, i keep mine that way too and prefer not to change it. I find it interesting cos girls are usually begging to to turn that into the "in a relationship" thing. Anyhow, its some useful information

I know some of you are thinking "who gives a flying fuck? It's social media". Well, like i said, some blue pill thinking is creeping in and i can't help but to try and analyse why she is keeping evidence of our relationship hidden.

Regardless, maybe you guys can help me analyse this pattern of behaviour. There are a number of reasons i can identify why she wouldn't post evidence of our relationship on facebook:

1) She is investigating other options. Not actively (i would pick up on this i think). But passively... maybe she's interested in a higher value guy and doesnt want him to see her sitting on my lap on facebook?

2) She's generally quite private about her relationships. This is true, but even so, it begs the question of why she is being private

3) She's ashamed of me. This is somewhat unlikely. I look good, am popular, friendly, not a douche, etc. However, if she is still considering other options, she may not want higher value guys to see her with me

4) she doesnt think relationship stuff belongs on facebook. Maybe true. This is somewhat likely. She is quite private which would fit with this. Most girls want to show their man off on social media though

5) fucking another dude already. This is very unlikely, since i see her so often. I'll include it anyway because im not incredibly naive.

Despite some blue leanings, i fuck her like a champ and have some passive dread game going (she knows some other girls like me). I have basically been displaying a mix of alpha and beta traits.

Based on the info i've given you guys, what do you think is the most likely reason for her behaviour?

I'll stick around and have a read of some material. I need some refresher. I figured i could get some thoughts from you guys, and some of you might this hits close to home. Many guys improve from TRP and then find a girl and revert. I'm trying to resist and you should too