Read my last post to know the full story WARNING: I sound beta but I was in the feels that day hahahaha

Anyways, last night my ex kept begging me to get back with her and I ignored. Then she said how she's going to get a better man than me and blah blah blah. Like if I give a shit. She literally kept texting me for hours.

I had her blocked but my phone still let's me know when she text (a little red dot appears on in phone message app) I have what's app and I noticed her name was "Single asf" with a whole bunch of emojis. LMFAO. I literally laughed and blocked her on there too.

Eventually she calmed down and this was the little Convo

Ex- "can't believe this is how u actually are"

Me- "yes this is how I am. Now move on. I'm only down to fuck, no relationship" (the intention was to get her mad and have her block me)

Ex- "I know this is how you are. If your down with fucking thats fine"

Ex- "we can fuck if you want"

Me- "ok, I'll come over tomorrow night"

Ex- "ohk"

I came over there about hours ago and she tried talking about "us" and I just kissed her and fucked her. Eventually after that she asked why I was so quiet and asked a whole bunch of questions.

She asked me why I was so busy today, and what was I doing. (I ignored her text and respond late before I came to her place) I simply told her it's not her business. She got mad and ignored me. I told her to come to me and she did lol. Also she kept getting mad that my phone was receiving text messages.

She got mad a couple times (I didn't say anything) but once I ignored her and just relaxed on the bed she eventually came to me.

We fucked about 4 or 5 times, Throughout the night. I made sure the last fuck was the best one, and I can tell she enjoyed it ALOT.

Also during the middle of the last fuck, she stopped me and said "I don't want you to leave"

Me- "I know"

Ex- "u know what I mean"

Me- looks I to her eyes and continue fucking

Ex- stops me "I don't want you to leave"

Me- "relax...And enjoy the fun while u can" I started kissing her neck and continued fucking.

I had a pretty good night.

Also I kept frame during the night and after I fucked her she kept looking at me. Also she text me saying "text me when u get home" (wants a Convo) I didn't text her and she sent "r u home?"

Ignored that too. I'll respond to her in about a day or so.

I'm still thinking if I should block her and let her know what she missed....But I feel like that's weak. Because I don't want revenge from her lol, also I don't want to purposely hurt her either. I just want to pleasure myself.

It's either cut contact for good or just keep her around to fuck. I might keep her around just to see how the experience is and how will it end. For research purposes lol.

But I gotta say.... Whoever commented on my last post thank you alot. Pretty much all your words of advice were Gold. I will not get back into a relationship with her, she doesn't deserve a better me.

Funny thing is, she knew me when I was a blue pill, anger phase redpiller, etc.

I just wanted to share all of this.

Little update: Now she's calling me lol.

LITTLE UPDATE #2: When I woke up she texted "we have to talk" I thought it'll be about "us". Then she asked if she sucked my dick after sex or before sex.

I took awhile to text her cuz I was actually busy anyways lol. But she also texted "this is the last time were having sex"

I ignored the sex one and answered the first one. I guess she thought I would get mad about the second one (I didn't) so she eventually texted "and btw I don't have problem having sex with u ...it's fun anyways "