So currently I am in that stage of courtship with two girls (link 1 and link 2). One of them has already made it clear to me that she want an fb. The other one is going to take a little more work (pretending like I care when we go out on dates). Link 2 hugged me today and for a second when she just rested on my arms and it was just the two of us I coudnt help but feel attached.

It was just a hug but when she looked me in the eye and smiled with our faces so close it made me have feelings. (When your heart beats quicker and you just feel happy). What sucks is that I wanted to be the guy that stays with one woman for the rest of his life now my experience with girls friendzoning me for caring about them will turn me into a cunt.

There is a potential link 3 on the horizon (hot girl from work have to aproach in an informal context) and im going to uni next year in the second biggest british city (hot girls everywhere). I plan on building a legacy that I can look back on when Im old and retired from the field of finance.

I want that legacy to be that i was the guy with over 100 girls. But how can i be with multiple girls without developing emotions? Sometimes i just feel like an absolute prick when im flirting with multiple girls. How can i stop that? Ive realised that only i have the power to achieve what I want. And when I set my mind to a target only me is holding me back from it.