Hypergamy vs "The Total Package"

Here's my story......

Me: 31 years old, 5'9" 175lbs, Black, No kids(I should be in a fucking museum on exhibit), Personal Trainer/musician(pianist/beatmaker), avid follower of RSD/Pick up practitioner , fairly Redpill (even though on occasion, I exhibit some Blue pilled tendencies from being raised by a single mom) Never had a problem getting laid at all. I just didn't consciously know what I was doing right. A bad break up, self help and a extremely HIGH sex drive lead me to TRP and pick up somehow.

My Story: Ok, So last year, my life changed for the better as I obtained my Personal Trainer certification. As a trainer, AND as a RedPill disciple, I'm able to put myself out there and practice a lot of material I've learned over the years, which I find out continuously how much this stuff works. I get hit on by chicks with boyfriends, married women etc. I even hear how bad married women complain and talk bad about their husbands behind their back. It's sickening! Like "isn't this the guy that you said "I DO" to, in front the God?"

Anyway, One thing leads to another and I end up dating one of my clients.(I know, I fucked up shitting where I ate. But "Dat ass" was too enticing.)

Her: HB8, 32 years old(Post Wall), brunette, has this nerdy/innocent/naughty librarian look to her.

We start "dating" randomly from just mutual respect(so I thought) because of the rapport built from her being my client. In my opinion, she had a decent head on her shoulders and didn't seem like the type that would use me for free items so I invited her(as a friend/client) to join me on my first hockey game to see the Washington Caps play. I got the tickets from some other clients who love my services so much. I'm also spinning plates but the plates are just some Tinder joints who, to me, weren't "worthy" of this kind of treatment.

She was cool enough to buy food and drinks as I provided tickets. Date went well. No kiss or ass or anything only because I wasn't EXPECTING it.

2nd date was me being funny by inviting her to see the movie "Get Out" only because with me being black, I thought it would be humorous to go with a white girl. She agreed because she thought it would be funny as well and we went. Once again, date was cool. I bought the tickets, and she bought popcorn and drinks. No kiss no sex no nothing because I wasn't EXPECTING it. It was just a client/trainer friendly type thing once again.

3rd date was another movie date. It was to see "Wonderwoman". The back story on how this came about was that as a client, she really does "get it in" in the gym and the staff came up with a nickname for her which as you probably guessed, "Wonderwoman". I texted her the trailer and her response was "Yes". I turned it around flirtatiously as if she was asking me out and I replied, we can see it together if only we walk to a bar afterwards for drinks. She agreed and and we went. The day of the movie, she said that she was taking a Uber. As soon as she said that, my Spidey senses went off. I don't know about y'all ninjas but EVERY TIME I've went out with a chick and she takes an Uber, I end up driving her home and fucking her. And guess what......I driver her home and fuck her for the first time. She had those VERY RARE phat pussy lips that swallow and give the cock a sucking action as i'm pounding. After about 3 more sessions of the "Indoor Olympics"(S/O to Coach Corey Wayne), I get tested, come back clean, show her results JUST so I could fuck raw and creampie her.(She was on birth control. Calm down) The Black snake mixed with material learned from the book "The SEX GOD Method" (MUST READ), made her cum multiple times. That book convinced me that ALL BITCHES LOVE TO BE DOMINATED and treated like sluts behind closed doors. Even the ones who act completely feminist in public...GO FIGURE! SMH. Also, after that, I get hooked on that phat pussy as well.

Another back story....

Before we started dating, she told me about her messing around with the VP of her company. She's an engineer who travels a lot for work so they messed around on a work related trip. This dude is BANKED. He fucks her in 5 star Ritz Carlton Presidential suites and lets her keep the room for the weekend. I'm guessing he does that with a lot of the attractive employees.

My story cont..

A week after our last Aries and Sagittarius HOT sexual sparring session, I text her to kick it again, no response. "Hmmmmm." I text a week later ONLY because we had a training session and I was seeing if she was coming in. I mean I still AM her trainer. She replies and say "sorry I traveled somewhere for a work event and wont make it. She NEVER does this. Shes always on time and if not, she tells me a week in advance f she cant make it. Now im like "WTF something fishy is going on." I reply like "ok just let me know when you get back.

She never does and I text her again to kick it, No response. Now I feel disrespected. I HATE being ignored. At this moment, a "fuck off" reply would make me feel better. smh.

A week later she randomly texts me saying she has been going through some things and wanted to "talk" about it after our next training session. We talk and she revealed that during a work related trip, her and her VP messed around again and and she happened to "catch feelings". Yea. Right.

I drew the line saying how I felt disrespected for her not replying and she was being a little immature BITCH for the lack of communication. I thought she respected me THAT MUCH. I was wrong. Her excuse was because she didn't know how to tell me and she thought I would be "hurt". I was actually more emotionally hurt by her not replying. My ego was the only thing that took the blow because she chose her VP over me. Here's the kicker, and whole reason HYPERGAMY is the subject. She said, he was 50 years old. Which makes me believe that she chose him for money, status, resources and power. There's NO WAY any chick would choose a 50 year old white dude over me unless he has a shit ton of money. No offense to white dudes. This is the ego talking(which i'm aware is the enemy as well)

In MY mind, i'm ALMOST the total package. I look good, the dick is good, i'm ambitious, charismatic, actually PLAN to become a millionaire, I read, i'm spontaneous, I lead, I make music, I pass 80% of shit tests, i'm funny, witty, ect. All i'm missing is the money.

This situation made me understand hypergamy from 1st hand experience. What also opened my eyes was that the 3 plates i'm spinning, which are ALL 19 year old HB9s who are in college(WITH boyfriends), look at me how my client looks at that 50 year old dude. To them, I have a career, status, strong masculine traits, dominance, direction and more money than their immature college boyfriends.

Moral of the story is:It doesn't matter HOW good you are, how alpha you are, how good/big the dick is, how tall you are, how dominant you are, how cool you are, etc... At the end of the day, Women will choose the most attainable guy with the most resources. AWALT and DON'T get married.