That's right. Not your friends, not your wife, nobody. Every single one of them will abandon you if give them a reason to, or even if you don't. I've been through it. You know why they don't respect you? Because you don't respect yourself. You're an object to every one in this world. Every person that passes you on the street judges you instantaneously. You're a space filler in the world their mind creates. Their first thought is what immediately sticks. How many of them thought "Woah there's a man I respect?" Pretty low number I bet.

Thinking I'm wrong? How many people did you pass by that you truly respect? Why should they think any different? How many of your friends vanish as soon as they get a woman? How often does your wife shit test you? What does your gf say to her gfs when you're not around? I bet it's a sob sorry about how hard done by she is. Think this is a sob sorry? Think again, that's the difference between the genders. And in 2019 that difference is needed more than ever. We have the ability to rise to the occassion. We have for thousands of years. Think your ancestors let their people starve? Think they got any credit for it? More than you do I bet. It's what's brought so many of us here, searching for answers. Because we know the blue pill is death. It may have taken you half your life to realize you're taking a death pill. But you're not alone. It took me 30 years.

So what should you do? Pack it in? It's the easier pill to take. There's a reason everyone's "depressed" nowadays. You could live out your life like this. But I'm willing to bet there's a part of you that's ready to do better. That's why you're here right? Because you're tired of the years of shit. No one's going to respect you either way. So you may as well respect yourself. Still reading? Why aren't you lifting yet? Go get something done. And no not for someone else. For yourself. And whatever it is, be fucking happy about your accomplishment for once. Even if you take a minute to realize that you were a good person today. Remember all the decent shit you did? How many people did you hold the door for? How many hours of work did you put in, yet again, just to give your child a life? Even if the feminists don't want you to, you can and should respect yourself for that. Stay in wonderland, see how far the rabbit hole goes.

Tldr: a post lift, endorphin fueled rant/epiphany that I did a lot of good shit today yet was expected to feel inadequate from years of liberal conditioning. Figured a lot of you are currently in the same boat.