I've read the shit out of the sidebar and all the posts here.

From what I can gather, you don't necessarily need to get ultra alpha war lord to do better with women, you just need to improve overall, consistently in areas that make men attractive to others as a whole and you should be more successful.

There was a post that an older dude put up about being a lard ass and getting ripped, that post is what pushed me, 4 days of fasting and gyming now, still going strong because I want to be a better me.

In regards to being blue pill and shit, I'm totally guilty of this, however, my idea of what I want is a traditional family, with defined gender roles, I want a large family, with the close male friends I've currently got, so there is a social circle free of the female social bullshit.

While the idea of plowing tons of snatch sounds awesome as fuck, I know eventually I'd like to be the family man involved closely with my community (Running the local scouts, member of the local shooting clubs, etc)

Now, is that a blue pill desire? I'm certain I'd be happy if I was in this position