I come from a reasonably respected and in some cases rather religious family, where we all grew up in England but are from the Med.

I grew up to arguements constantly with my parents, which hurt, and I grew up thinking that women deserved great respect in all accounts.

My aunt (mums sister) would always advice my mum and comfort her when she'd fight with my dad, only now I realise that the aunt is 55 single, never been married and is clearly jealous as she often starts all rifts herself!

Take my two cousins. Both beautiful funny lovely girls. Both 35 years old, no bfs, no marital prospects. Both ended long relationships because they deserved BETTER. Found fuck all, and are both bat shit crazy.

My uncle and aunt got seperated a few years back because my uncle was in fact cheating on my aunt (other aunt). My aunt was left to look after her two kids, to which the older one hates his mum as she let out all her anger on him. He popped the pill at 20 that kid! The uncle got bored, moved back into his house as if nothing had happened. He goes on several holidays a year ALONE. ALONE!

Last week, she broke down in her car, and he drives a nice BMW. He heard about it, and told his son to hide his car keys so she doesnt drive his car as shes an awful driver, and to get a cab and bus to places instead. (He was on holiday!)

My grandfather(lastly) is 83, and my grandmother died two years ago (may she RIP).

However, the man goes to the casino every night. He goes out till 10-11pm and comes home alone, barely speaks english. He even did this when he was married. He got abuse for it, but carried on. He didnt give a shit, and still doesnt. Last week we went to his house to see him before going to wembley to watch the football, he thought he was coming, he wasnt, so he fucked off to the casino.

Now you have to understand, when these things happen, we are told a very different story. By my mum who drummed it in "isnt your grandfather selfish...isnt your uncle an arsehole she should divorce him....why cant your cousins find a husband?....why dont we invite your single aunt on holiday because shes all alone..."

  1. I have awoken, the men are ALL Alpha. They are old school. They get shouted at, argued with, threatened to leave, but they still always get their way.

  2. The cousins have gone mad. Their times are up, they wanted a ride on the carousel.

  3. My single aunt is an EXTREME example of the cousins. Her fussyness has driven her to lunacy and boredom.

I've just popped the pill. I really get it now. I need to start becoming Alpha and not be afraid of the consequences.