This is a PSA to other women out there. Please don't ever let a man manipulate you to the point where you can't even help yourself. Please don't ever, ever put yourself in that situation. Know that you are strong on your own.

I've allowed my husband to do this to me for far too long. Now my credit is destroyed, I'm trapped in a lease that I can't afford by myself while he refuses to pay rent. He drives my car that I pay for while I walk everywhere, even in freezing temps and snow storms. He eats my food and talks on a phone that I pay for. He won't help me pay for anything in favor of buying scratch tickets and drugs. I feel so stupid. All I do is cry and hate myself for not seeing the truth in the situation before it was too late. I feel pathetic and worthless.

If anyone finds themselves in a similar situation, please be strong and get out before it's too late. Know that you are worth so much more than this. I just needed to get this out to anyone who would listen.

http://archive.is/aEJev

Was it Jimmy Mc Whiteknight? No, it was an impulsive drug addict "fun guy" who beta bucked her and preferred drugs and scratch tickets over spending time with her.

You might wonder:

So what am I supposed to make off this? Should I become a trainwreck of a guy who follows his impulses that gives a fuck about nothing so I can get girls to like me?

Obviously not, however you see what arguably most women are capable of if they meet an impulsive narcissist with an iron frame.

Live your life however you please, lift, learn to fight (never really emphasized here much), raise your SMV etc. HOWEVER think of this before you ever think of treating a woman like your equal, doing favors for her etc.

Even if you can't completely redpill yourself because the brainwashing or betaness is too deeply ingrained, just develop a deep distrust towards all women and everything else should eventually handle itself.