I found red pill through discovering NMMNG and reading the Rational Male. I was drawn to NMMNG after realizing how much I catered to my wife and sought validation. To make a long story short, I've been working on bettering myself for the last couple of months, but I have run into one issue that I don't know exactly how to manage when it comes to some of the MRP mindset.

A couple of months ago, I became overly concerned with making sex the best experience for my wife (i.e. I wanted her to have a great orgasm every time). I read books, listened to podcasts, etc. None of it was about making it a great experience for me...it was all focusing on her. Shortly after this I noticed that occasionally I could not maintain an erection in the position she is most likely to orgasm in. It has happened maybe 2-3 times in the last couple of months. We are normally intimate 2-3 times a week and sometimes more. I was also vaccinated in this same time period so my mind wanted to blame the issue on vaccination, but I really don't have trouble getting or maintaining an erection in other positions. This has never happened to me before and has sort become a mind f***. On one hand, I don't want to focus on it and I want to approach intimacy like a "bull moose" as outlined in NMMNG. On the other hand, I sit wonder if something is physically wrong. If that was the case, it would seem to me that it would happen more often and in other positions.

At this point, I am assuming it is psychological. It has not shaken my confidence, but I do think about it. Has anyone else experienced this and if so what did you do to overcome it when considering MRP? It's sort of a catch 22 because I feel like it's one of those things that wouldn't be a thing if I didn't think about it. I know we're "not friends" ... so brutal honesty is appreciated.