I finally just said "fuck this" last night. Got my act together and started solving my problems. Even though there's still bullshit around me, I woke up feeling calm. My mind is quite. Everything seems more quite.

My body hurts. It's like I was on this adrenaline I was keeping up with my internal dialogue. I'm crashing pretty hard right now, but in so many years I've never felt more at peace. I don't know who figured out STFU, but it wasn't easy to understand or achieve even once. But I really think I've gotten here.

Anyone else get this crash their first time?