Hi,

as the title says,22y old and virgin. The problem is my mind,

I cant focus on shit for the last year and half my performance in everything has been steadily failing, even dropped out of college half a year ago

i feel like utter useless shit,a complete failure as a man,

how should i put it,

all i think about is getting laid,and whats even the point of anything if ill never fuck,or have children.

but my confidence is at Absolute 0,in kelvins, and seems if i dont get laid first - i wont be able to make progress in any other part of life.

Right now im at a job,at training for now,but I can see what they teach me just isnt absorbing as it could,like 20% actually gets in my head - and my mind wanders off every single minute - in some delusions or just thinking about how did i end up such a fuck up.

Fuck up in a human sense, because before this dropout everything was going nice and smoothly academicly,still shitty with life and girls tho,but at least i would be set with a nice job and payroll - well cant do that,cant pull out any decent performance.

this was more of a rant,but theres really no one i can talk openly about this

i set myself a goal of cold approaching 3 girls every week - which should be nothing compared to what people do,but its insurmountable for me - cause the inside of my head is a cess pool of diarrhiea