Hey guys, this must be oneitis...

But there is a LTR, we share so many common things (know each other for 10 years, both bankrupted during uni. years) and I feel incredibly happy when we spend time together.

She does many things for me. We stayed in her home for 5 days when her mother and sister went to another city. We enjoyed our time very well. But last day when she was taking shower I wanted to check her phone.

And she was asking her friend that if she should inform me that one of her flirt (long time ago) texted her. And her friend texted her back that she must tell me and block that idiot guy. Then she informed me without me saying anything. But one message killed every feeling inside me. She was telling her that if I know situation I might have make her unfollow him from instagram.

After she took a shower I asked her if he and she are friends on instagram and she said yes they are. I said I dont know what to say and want to think about it. Her excuse was so pointless, she said that she did not give a fuck that is why they were friends on instagram. But I cant accept the situation.

Her actions seems very addicted and loyal to me. But this is something I cant accept. I wanna break up, but something is burning inside me, almost gonna cry like a bitch for doing this.

What is wrong with me :(