Hey all, it's been about a year since fully digesting and applying the red pill into my life. A year ago I was a 6'3 175 lb nerd and still very blue pill. I've read the sidebar, lifted, and increased my SMV.

Now I'm sitting at 6'3 210 lbs, attractive face, 23, and get a ton of looks if I walk in public or into a bar. Problem is, I still feel inside like the nerd from high school. Girls are excited right away to meet me but always look horrified after I talk for a few minutes.

I was always very bottom of the totem pole in high school and it's almost like I'm scared of high SMV people because of where I've always sat on the hierarchy.

I understand red pill theory, almost too well where it causes me to over analyze social situations. How can I get my confidence to catch up with my newly formed SMV?