Was in a LTR that spanned 10 years, started in college, and which I broke off in January. I was her first, she was sweet, feminine, came from a good family with a strong father, and I was redpill all throughout our relationship. She was madly in love with me and showed it, like i remember one argument we had and she literally called my phone SIXTY TIMES to get through to me.

But when I reflect back on the LTR I realize even though she loved me and she meant it, I was still ultimately just another pawn in her grand hypergamous plan. The best evidence of this is when we graduated college she broke up with me & i found out immediately the next day she was dating some dentist making six figures. I broke it off again this January bc shes 31 now, she knows im not gonna wife her, so figured best to end it b4 she does.

Tbh I'm just kinda struggling to process how a woman can love you and mean it, but still ultimately just discard you without a 2nd thought if she deems you as no longer her hypergamous best option?