I'm depressed and angry. How much am I missing out on in life by being an american circumcised male? Should I be feeling envious of men with foreskins or not? How emasculated should I feel?

Or is it not that bad? I still feel pleasure. Maybe the internet exaggerates? Am I really missing out on that much nerve endings and if so, how am I supposed to feel like a man? Should I just go gay or what? The internet sure makes it seem like circumcision is a death sentence!