Just wondering guys , I’m still emotionally getting over my first love. It’s been 3 months since the break up and it’s been like 3 weeks since I’ve made the active decision to really let go. I’ve been practicing good habits , stopped actively looking at her social media and hopped off my social media (day 3) been meditating, reading and keeping my mind off her , but my feelings still aren’t gone. I don’t expect them to just be gone so quickly of course.

I just want to know do the feelings ever really go away or do I really just need to accept them and keep pushing forward with them?

I want to look at her social media so bad but I know it’s just gonna hurt and set me back. I just hate how people can’t stay in contact after a meaning relationship harvested. Just because it fell shouldn’t mean it didn’t happen. In-fucking sane.