I date several girls and theres one that I have so much in common with and I see myself being with in the long term. I have expressed very little to all my girls, I keep my frame and maintain mystery but I have a desire to open up to this one that I have so much in common with. I have seen it all on the red pill and experienced oneitis before, but now that I have changed and transformed myself I can see it happening before it destroys me again. My goal is to be an alpha. But is letting one girl consume my attention more than others a bad thing? I don't think so as long as I continue to focus on myself and pass shit tests.

The thing is - I have those same "feelz" as when I got oneitis the first time, but now my behavior is so much more corrected so I feel like I can successfully be in a relationship. This is a girl I don't just want sex from, but I also know that she will never meet my full expectations. Our relationship is already hypergamous - I have a great future ahead of me and she has a great family but obviously will seek a provider eventually and I don't necessarily plan on being that provider, but shit guys there are some things in life that you have to compromise for.

My question is - where do I draw the line? I already know if this girl disrespects me in any way (which at this point I don't believe she even stands the ground to) I will have to cut her off. I guess I needed to get that last part into words and off my chest.