Hello, long story short: relationship with hot young girl ended, I got depressed and fatter (I was already fat) and I suck on approaching/talking to women. She was a weird exception, as she was the one who approached me.

So I can't date other women as I look bad. I feel rightly uncomfortable with myself. Yet, I'm still suffering due to the break-up. No need to tell me that "the one is a myth", I'm fully red-pilled and yet, emotionally, I can't get over her, which is making my life harder. It doesn't help that sometimes she calls me or texts me, but that's no problem, given that I ignore her because I want to get over her, but I'm in a bad place right now.

Gyms are closed, so I'll start with calisthenics. Yet, how do you get over a woman when you can't have sex with other women?

I'm focused on my goals, pushing through, yet I still desire her, which bugs me. I don't feel free.