Just turned 18

Don't buy much stuff for myself mostly saving any money I earn

Tall, skinny, average, could be better if I tried

Living at home (Aussie countryside)

Zero friends (for the past 8ish years, other than online stuff)

Zero social life

No Job/car

Didn't go to school for the past 9 years. (Can read/write etc)

Shy/lazy/procrastinating/addicted to sexting/fapping.....

That beta inside™ feeling....

Wasted years online being a emotional tampon to girls.....

Negative view on things

Been lurking for months, read up quite a bit.