I am very agreeable. I talk too much when I get nervous. I am at times a pushover. I get anxiety when confronting people. I feel sorry for girls and fall in love which makes them walk all over me etc. I become very apologetic. I don't initiate sex if I am not in love because I think that's important etc and I put the girl on a pedestal etc.

I have so many little things that I am aware are not good for me, yet it's like these are my default settings. There are a ton of other things, lack of focus, procrastinating on important things etc, but I think someone in this group might be able to help me understand and hopefully help give me a guide on how to overcome the issues that I have identified.