I care too much. I’m tired of breaking hearts. I’m no good for these women and they’re no good for me. The sex is meaningless. It leaves me feeling worse. I’m empty. If they love me, I hate them for it. If I love them, I hate myself for it. I know what they want, I know what they need. But I can’t give it to them. They don’t deserve it and neither do I. I can’t save these bitches and I’m so tired of ruining them that it is starting to ruin me. The time we’ve spent together is a waste. I know it won’t last. I’m better off alone. If I can’t show them who I really am, why should I fake it? I don’t wanna be just another cock on the carousel, and I sure as hell don’t want to fall in love. I’m so lost. I must be missing something. What is it?