I'm not here to talk about philosophy. I just need some help. I can't get the fuck out this hole. I'm working out, I'm trying, I mean I'm really trying to get my shit togheter. I know I'm past my time limit: I'm 30 and I'm just beginning to do what most 20 yo americans do in their 20's. I'm Italian, 30. I'm a faliure. I've never done nothing in my life and I'm trying to change that: I started working out, I lost 20 kg, I don't even know how many pounds is that, maybe 40, I don't know. I've got a job and on top of that I've started med school. I don't know how med school works in the us, here is a 6 years univerity. I have the money to pay for it (my job and some savings). But man.... what's the point? What's the point... I have a fucking small dick and I'll feel inferior no matter what. What's the point of working hard if you belong to an inferior species? I 'will never feel like a grown up man. Every time I talk to a woman I feel inferior. I have no cock. I can't assert my superiority through my cock. And that's it.

And please don't give me any bullshit answer... this is not small dick problems. I write here and not on small dick problems for a reason.