I (29) started dating an awesome girl (20) who is an international student a bit over a year ago.

We have been living together since September last year while she has been going to college.

I was her first time and she comes from a very traditional background and from a high class family whom I have met. I think she is awesome and her family is awesome.

I am not sure if I want to stay in this relationship but I’m afraid I might regret ending it because she is really damn awesome.

How she is awesome: Traditional background, she only goes out partying with me, she loves cooking and cooks for me every day, caring as fuck, clean and tidy, responsible, awesome family, she is young, cute, sweet, great body. Literally, one of the best persons I know.

Why I’m doubting the relationship: I was single for 3 years and I had so much fun. I grew much more than the years prior in which I was in a relationship. I literally was happy everyday and had so many adventures. I have a great job and make good money in an amazing city in North America. While I’m not a Chad, I have decent game and a lot of flavour to myself.

I guess I just want to be able to selfishly enjoy the money I make as a single, young dude before I commit to something serious. I also fear I might regret ending things and never finding someone as awesome.

I just want to hear your guys’ input.

Edit: also living together can be annoying sometimes, most guys would love living with her cause once again she is awesome. but me being a selfish dude, sometime I just want to come home and ignore her. Like she'll want to cuddle or talk.