I've slept and hooked up with other women just as, if not more, attractive than her. I talk to 2-4 girls at a time. I keep busy with work, friends, and hobbies. I just don't know what else to do. I found TRP after a friend said my thinking/beliefs aligned pretty well with it, so I checked it out. After reading TRP and literature alike, I realized I was brought up pretty redpill. I've never agreed with the alpha/beta dynamics because even the most "alpha" dude is going to have a soft spot (but that's a different subject). I've lived my life this way for a while, but this girl hit me hard. I never thought I'd experience a unicorn. It's led me to unhealthy behaviors such as: thinking of her while with another woman. Spending a shameful amount of time wondering if she is fucking someone else. And even FB stalking. Please give me any advice you can. It feels like I'm going insane. Thank you.