So I've become an asshole and a "dickhead". Women can't resist the opportunity to bad mouth me behind my back. But at the same time give me crazy sexual signs. I know it's a walk in the park but don't always take advantage of it because there may be consequences. Actually, even a lot of insecure betas chime in the shit talk but no one can open their mouths to my face. It's all done behind my back which I see as a sign of weakness and cowardice.

Should I stay an asshole (Which I enjoy anyway) or should I soften my heart a little bit and join the manginas and betas? I feel like becoming softer would make me more liked by people and that they would then want to be frie d's with me. It seems like there is nothing in between. Either take the hard road on your own or be like the rest and lose all power and control over your life...