A few stats: I'm 18 - never dated prior to recent TRP developments, and still a virgin.

Hey fellas I've been applying TRP and making some positive headway with dates and getting back on my feet. I recently had an encounter and I'm pretty confident she wanted to escalate to sex but I just stopped at making out because "I wasn't in the mood to go all the way tonight" (official answer I gave)

While I felt that at the time I realized I've done this quite a few times before and I wondered why...

I realized a part of me is still insecure about the size of my junk and essentially doesn't wanna be laughed /disappointed out of the room...

It's nothing special/on the smaller - just a 5/4.95 incher but I always pull back from sex cause frankly I know it's gonna suck in the beginning and couple that with a small junk , I just feel like it's gonna be a bad time especially cause this last chick was "a popular girl" and I know damn well she's probably taken some solid pipe in the past lmao.

Does anyone have any pointers to get over this?