The past 2 days my gf has gone to two different houses. (We have life 360) she texted me while she was at one and I asked where she was, she said “my bff house “ (she wasn’t because I could see the house on Life360.) today she was at another house. I asked where she was she said changed the subject and asked where I was going. I asked again and she said “your moms” I asked again and she said a birthday party. I said whos birthday part and she said your moms, I asked again she said hers (it’s not) I ask again and she said her friends grandmas birthday.

Then checked her insta and noticed her account was gone. I checked my spams account gone. I checked on an account she didn’t know about and there it was, so I know she blocked me. I confront her and she said she deactivated. I told her I could still see it on another account and she started calling me a psycho. She swears up and down that I’m crazy and overreacting about everything.

In my head I believed she was a liar and let the anger get the best of me, saying stuff like “you’ve just been fucking with me this whole time, I know you blocked me why are you still trying to lie”

I’m back home now and chilled out on some benzos, now the question that keeps repeating in my head is “did you find out she’s a liar and confront her, or was she right? There’s still room for doubt that she cheated, could I be delusional?

At this point I’m either right, or shes right and I’m really delusional