Low testosterone and depression

So as a 17 year old my test levels were tested at 882

At 21 they are 450.

I haven't gotten erections in years. Although I am getting stronger in the gym I'm putting in way too much work. I bench 315 and deadlift and squat 405.

My parents are not supportive and think that I should just study.

The doctors said my levels are fine but they are not.

I need trt to get my life back to normal.

I wish my parents would help. I've had ed for years.