My girlfriend is in the next room with my mom. Im in my room drinking Bacardi smoking weed and crying because im a little bitch and I deserve to die.

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My girlfriend has been lieing to me for 10 years. Im not sure what the whole truth is but she dated a chad who was dating 4 other girls and she says she never did anything with him except kiss but she also lied and Im afraid its trickle truth coming to light. I havent been believing anything she told me since she lied and I dont know what to do.

I met this girl in an inuyasha chatroom when I was 11 years old. Im 24 and shes 25 now. Weve both only dated one person and she says Ive gone farther than she has but I dont trust her anymore. Her story hasnt deviated much over the years but it has changed and now I dont know what to believe or do.

Even if she wasnt lieing I cant be with her after her being with a chad just because he could get a lot of girls and then coming to me for marriage after he cheats on her.