Sup brothers... I've knew about the red-pill since I was a teen. At some point in my life I've dropped it because things were going well for me without any real need to do work.

I've hopped into a relationship with what I thought was an innocent girl.

Oh boy I was wrong. I've ignored so many red flags in hope for "true love".

Long story short - She's a hoe, she dumped me, found out she cheated, added 90 dudes on IG like a true slut.

Funny thing is, I've been with girls in relationships before, but I didn't guard my own.

I was left devestated, betrayed and etc.

I want to move on but it's hard. Last night I fucked a girl I knew but I was disgusted and thought about my ex at the same time.

It's like I'm in shock and can't see women the same way I did before. It's like I despise women for what they are. I'm aware of "Hate the game, not the player" but dude.

How to move on? It's like I'm disgusted of everything human.