So I fucked this girl back at university and then I asked her out this summer for drinks, we got drinks and had sex, things seemed to go well. “I remember you were kinda rough and I like that.” -hb8

Then she flakes on plans the next weekend and I respond asking her if she works this week and I get no response. Except I get snaps from her every once and a while. This bitch is a slut but I can’t keep her off my mind and it pisses me off. I might be being a massive pussy but I feel like maybe because she blew me off once I just want what I feel like I can’t have?

We will be neighbors back at uni next year and she expressed interest at keeping a sexual relationship going on throughout that time. I keep thinking about fucking this girl even though I know she’s sleeping around with plenty of other guys. I’ve had sex with other girls since we last fucked and I’ve been meditating daily. Any advice on how to handle these thoughts? I’d like to fuck her again so invite her out again? Soft next?