I'm a severely depressed, I've lost motivation to do anything anymore, I used to be a straight A student who got a scholarship into this university I am in but now I want to drop out and probably hang myself

I have no friends because most people don't speak English which is my bad I should've learnt their language. I have acquaintances but I don't see them often since they're all busy. I'm too lazy and unmotivated to get out of bed, the only good habit I have is lifting and meditating and thats it.