This girl royally fucked me over when I chose another girl over her. I had an affair with her two years ago and then when I broke up with the girl I got into a relationship with a different girl, not her. She took it really badly as we were very well matched but the other girl just did it for me more. F

Fast forward 4 months into that relationship she bullshits to her about how we got together and that I cheated with her with an elaborate backstory and my gf and I nearly break up but there should literally no proof of anything and I deny it. Then she started spreading rumors about how I raped her years ago. I nearly got in a lot of trouble socially there but I nipped it in the bud by texting her friends screenshots about her saying she loved me and literally hundreds of other things you just wouldn’t say to your rapist after the alleged rape is to happen. That died down when I threatened legal action and I’ve not had any negative shit from that in 8 months.

Today, I ran into her and we agreed to meet later. She has a boyfriend now and we ended up going back to hers and she essentially processed how she loves me and wouldn’t stop looking at me. We got into bed together with a bit of back and forth and we ended up grinding, touching and kissing before she got upset and realized I could destroy her life by telling her friends and boyfriend she cheated with me, the boy she claims to have raped her and that she claims to hate. Not to mention all her friends hate me and that’s sort of affected me too. I didn’t do shit just chose not to be with her.

Is it worth telling for revenge? That girls put me through so much undeserved shit. I’m worried she might commit suicide if I do though she’s pretty unstable emotionally but a good person at heart I think she just got crazy psycho on me because I strung her along so long I guess.