Right now, I'm working on becoming something a better version of myself. As a short (5'10"), racially mixed (white and Native American) scrawny guy that used to get bullied throughout his childhood, self-respect is something that is new to me. Therefore, I have decided to start with simple self-improvement: get to a healthy weight and get strong (don't even worry about great aesthetics, just get to the point where I'm not embarrassed to wear a short-sleeve shirt), do NoFap and rewire my brain to its normal sexual functions (porn addiction sucks) and get comfortable being around others. So far, I have been facing nothing but resistance from women/girls. Before, I used to be a good little Beta and would be strung along with them, of course, getting no sexual/intimate contact.

For example, even though I don't look like a Viking, I was blessed with a masculine voice. Just to put things into perspective without bragging, I am told on a regular basis that I could be a voice actor or radio/sports announcer and I have been recruited by a business development company to do voiceovers for advertisements. After this, I decided to join Toastmasters to take advantage of it.

Now, I speak much more confidently. Sometimes, girls are taken back by surprise (in a good way) when they hear me speak. Other times, however, they have a huge look of disgust on their faces. There was even a time I asked a girl who worked at a store where the restroom was and she snapped at me, "You shouldn't sound like that, you should sound like a girl instead!" and walked away.

At my crappy fast-food gig, my job is to be the one to call out completed food orders on this microphone. Again, without bragging or sounding like a douche who thinks he's better than everyone else, I get complimented every single day, both to my face and to the young girls who are working the registers. Hell customers even ask where I am when I'm not working (according to another coworker). One day, I overheard two of the female coworkers: "Why does he get compliments and not us? What a waste..."

Why do women hate when Betas improve themselves or develop confidence?