I am fucking dumb, seriously.

We almost didn't talk to each other for a year. She posted a story on her Instagram and I replied and jokingly invited her to my house knowing that she probably wouldn't come.

She agreed to come.

We drank alcohol and foreplayed a lot. And me being dumb and being under the influence of alcohol I told her that I love her dozens of time and failed a lot of shit test.

I have no idea what am I going to do.

Is there any way that I can recover from this situation?

Thanks in advance.